The Perks of Being a Pack Rat
I keep mostly everything. I am your A-typical Pack Rat. A habit I picked up from my father, and to the frustration of my mother or anyone else who has ever lived with me. Most people have a single junk drawer where they throw micellaneous things when they get sick of seeing them laying on the kitchen counter. I, on the other hand, have two junk drawers, a junk box, a junk closet, a junk bin- junk everywhere! I take this junk with me everywhere I go. It started off hidden under my childhood bed, to littering the floor of my dorm room, and to its current resting place- anywhere I can find room in my apartment. It takes up so much space it's like having a thrid roommate. I should start charging it rent.
What may look like junk to the untrained eye, is far from junk in my eyes. Most of it holds important meaning to me- pictures, love letters never sent, key chains from all over the globe (most places I've never visited), old clothes (that I wil never wear again) knick knacks, old ice skates, a collection of unmatched socks (in case I find their counterparts), my signed Dick Beondi picture (if you are from the Windy and remember Oldies 104.3- You remeber Dick), trophies, old report cards- you name it.
At times I like to look through my "junk". I have absolutely no intention of throwing anything away, but rather, this experience is trip in my own personal time machine. I get a chuckle looking at my old pictures and see how much I've grown, or how my friends and family have grown. I laugh at a letter from my 7th grade boyfriend professing his undying love. I get teary eyed upon finding an old friendship bracelet because the bracelt no longer holds the same meaning. I laugh at the grammatical errors and poor language in the story I wrote in kindergarten that actually garnered me an award for it! The tape that I thought would help me make it big- me singing along to Beatles songs on my parents Karaoke machine.
Most of these things go unnoticed or forgotten in my daily life. But that is part of the reason why I keep it all. For the times when I can go back in time and remember them. These are the things that make up my life, my memories and my exsistance and I wouldn't get rid of this "junk" for anything in the world.
What may look like junk to the untrained eye, is far from junk in my eyes. Most of it holds important meaning to me- pictures, love letters never sent, key chains from all over the globe (most places I've never visited), old clothes (that I wil never wear again) knick knacks, old ice skates, a collection of unmatched socks (in case I find their counterparts), my signed Dick Beondi picture (if you are from the Windy and remember Oldies 104.3- You remeber Dick), trophies, old report cards- you name it.
At times I like to look through my "junk". I have absolutely no intention of throwing anything away, but rather, this experience is trip in my own personal time machine. I get a chuckle looking at my old pictures and see how much I've grown, or how my friends and family have grown. I laugh at a letter from my 7th grade boyfriend professing his undying love. I get teary eyed upon finding an old friendship bracelet because the bracelt no longer holds the same meaning. I laugh at the grammatical errors and poor language in the story I wrote in kindergarten that actually garnered me an award for it! The tape that I thought would help me make it big- me singing along to Beatles songs on my parents Karaoke machine.
Most of these things go unnoticed or forgotten in my daily life. But that is part of the reason why I keep it all. For the times when I can go back in time and remember them. These are the things that make up my life, my memories and my exsistance and I wouldn't get rid of this "junk" for anything in the world.

1 Comments:
At 5:32 PM,
cbd said…
Robert wrote a bit about keeping stuff, or throwing it away, as well...
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